Wednesday, November 15, 2017

Cancer is Tough, but God is Faithful!

 
Every day is a gift from God, a reason to rejoice and be glad but today brings an even greater reason for me to rejoice and be glad.  It’s been over 3 years since I heard the words, “I’m sorry, your son has cancer”.  No parent could ever be prepared to hear those heavy words, nor could they be prepared for the outcome of those words: to watch their child suffer.  With 3 years under our belt, we’ve become comfortably numb to fighting cancer, it has become the familiar way of life.  On a nightly basis, I play Doctor and administer chemo to my son like it’s just another thing that moms do.  We go to the hospital for treatments and are accustomed to all the needles and tests…it’s become routine. Barf….well it’s just part of our everyday life and we got it handled. Being a mama of a warrior hasn’t been easy but, I will tell you there hasn’t been a single moment that I haven’t been able to see the hand of God throughout my son’s battle. Yes my friends, cancer is tough, but God is faithful!  It’s been in the darkest times in life that I’ve seen the light of God shine the brightest.  God is so good!  I can’t put into words what my heart feels right now…I am so thankful.  I am just so, so, so thankful.  This morning, my son received his last lumbar puncture chemotherapy and last IV chemotherapy!! Hallelujah!  He has only one month more of chemotherapy at home to complete his treatment plan.  His battle against cancer is almost over!  I’m so proud of how hard my son fought and know it’s the grace of God that gave him the strength to do so.  I am so honored to be his mama and when I think of everything he’s made it through, it drops me to my knees…God is so good, so faithful, and I’m so grateful.  For those who have supported and prayed for Dominic on his journey, I want to say I love you and from the bottom of my heart, thank you!   Although we'll still be seeing them quite a bit, I want to also thank Dr. K, all of the nurses and staff at Loma Linda Children's Hospital, you will forever hold a special place in my heart for the great care and love you gave to Dominic during these years.  And so my friends, as this battle comes to a close; my soul is filled with hopeful expectation of what the future holds, my heart overflows with gratitude, and my mouth is filled with praise to the one who was faithful through it all.
 ~Psalm 34:1~ ~ Romans 8:28~